Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

This condition typically start with intense pain around one eye that persists for three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.

It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.

The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.

In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.

National guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people.

But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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Lisa Bryan
Lisa Bryan

A tech journalist specializing in gaming hardware and software trends, with over a decade of experience covering the UK gaming scene.