Crew Member Shares Depression Following Wave of Backlash Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also included high-profile passengers.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the period after the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she reports that the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She concluded that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the experience, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the edge of space.
The diverse crew also comprised leaders in various fields.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a Amazon founder.